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Call to prayer and fasting, Easter 2023

Call to prayer and fasting, Easter 2023 Extra edition of 'A Gideon's army: prayer letter around satanic ritual abuse' Easter is: Yeshua lives! Yeshua was mocked, beaten, tortured and hung on a cross. He bore the heavy burden of sin of the whole world, was abandoned by His friends and family and even by His heavenly Father. After [...]

February 2023 - Friends of Esthers newsletter

February 2023 Dear people, After a long period of radio silence, we are happy to give you an update on Friends of Esthers and its websites. We update you on what is new on the sites and briefly discuss the final report of Hendriks committee. In a separate post, you will find more [...]

Story of a practitioner

Walking in the park, I responded to a question I was asked, "Are you willing to help someone, who is stuck in a network of mistreatment and abuse". I realised that it will cost me something, but if I don't do it...who will. I said yes. This is how I came into contact with people trapped. Tortured, taken, exploited and discarded. Left alone with nightmares, intense re-experiences and enormous guilt

Dormant fear?

As a child, I often saw people looking up. Their eyebrows would raise, they would look back at the person they were in the car with, for example, and they would disappear from sight. They could see that I was in the back of the car with a naked upper body in the middle of winter with a man at the wheel who couldn't possibly be my father in terms of age. It was seen, it was found odd and there stopped a remarkable thought in someone's head.... or not?

Disarming

It is written of Jesus (Col. 2:15) that He disarmed and openly displayed the governments and powers and triumphed over them.

This is about the spiritual authorities/powers, about the adversary of God, of grace, of good.

No. 5 Prayer letter satanic ritual abuse, Christmas 2022

prayer letter Christmas 2022 no.5 Regularly you hear people say, "I'm not having my day, I got out of bed on the wrong foot". They measure their well-being by how they feel. So they get out of bed, look at themselves in the mirror and fill their thoughts without realising that words have power. They are wrong thoughts [...]

Truth in the hidden

Over a year ago now, my husband and I met an old acquaintance by 'chance' and
we got into a conversation about SRM. I already knew of its existence but actually it was something far
away from me because it is not easily talked about.

Week of prayer, Halloween 2022

origin photo: see postscript - October 2022 Halloween Halloween is just around the corner. 'Cozy horror' and making death a party. Amusing, right? Or is it not as innocent as it seems? While pumpkins, skeletons and witches' brooms are brought out and people dress up to celebrate Halloween, for victims of [...]

Prayer

By a Faithful Prayer I don't remember when and how I first heard of satanic ritual abuse, at least it was years ago. Later when I was studying psychology, I heard about these horrific things again from my internship supervisor, she told me that it doesn't only happen far away, but precisely [...]

No 4. Prayer letter around satanic ritual abuse

August 2022 "He saw him, and was deeply concerned for him" Luke 10:33 Compassion (by Aline) This is written about the Good Samaritan. An over-familiar Bible story. What distinguished this man from the other passers-by, the priest and the Levite? At least this: the Samaritan allowed himself to be deeply touched by the pain of [...]

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The world of survivors was totally unknown to me. I have great respect for their courage and perseverance when I hear about their bizarre experiences. How vulnerable and special that they want to share this with me personally! I really appreciate that we can open our home for encounters.

Being there unconditionally is the key

I have been touched in my heart by the injustice done to so many; I want to stand for the truth and for God's justice to prevail.

Survivors of SRM need what every human being needs: sincere love, a heart that listens without judgement and lasting connection. Even the deepest parts, those who had to murder and rape, then dare to speak. How many victims will break free from their lifelong slavery if they receive 10 such friends?

It is a privilege to pray for survivors, regularly and at key moments. And also for their families, if they are still in the cult. That is my contribution to their liberation and I experience that in this way I can help God's light to shine on their lives. As a Christian, I thus take my place in God's Kingdom and in the heavenly realms.

What a new, dark world opened up for me in 2020. Too bizarre to be true, until I started to listen and read critically and openly. I now find it a privilege to support therapists and survivors, so that the Light of Jesus overcomes the deep darkness.

I give my hands to help and my heart to love.

It is a privilege to experience a survivor. But it is an even greater privilege to be able to do your modest part to support the survivor to really live.

No one can do it all alone.... That is why I want to mean something for others. My name Tikva means HOPE ... and there is hope for everyone!