I never realised before how deep the opposition of the cult goes, until this moment. We experienced it now when buying a new house.
Back then, when the current house was bought with the help of my in-laws, with whom we took out the loan, I had never considered that that loan would now be used against us, to keep control over us. What they are actually doing is inhibiting the purchase we want to make now to get a safer place to live - and they know it.
Cult is angry and wants to stay in control at all costs. I see it as an animal close to death, giving the last convulsions to stay in control while it knows it is going to die.
Now, at the breaking point in my life, I see how in and in bad my in-laws actually act. They do everything they can to stay in control, and that goes far... very far. They realise deep down what they are doing, and that is getting a survivor who gets out so far that it breaks so that it has no way out for itself. So that they commit suicide or return to the cult where death awaits them. Or could it be that my in-laws too are stuck in the clutches of the cult?
There are no words to describe the rollercoaster of emotions racing through our lives right now. How can people act so wickedly: that you want to do such a thing to your child, that money is chosen over a human life, for what actually... just to harass in such a way that it costs a human life?
I could write another whole story by name, but I won't. It is not worth it to me to name and shame all this and make words about it. However, the cult is cunning and devious, and at this level I don't want to get involved because that would make me just as bad. All I want to say with this is how far cult is willing to go to want to control and how it happens right under our noses.... And this, what I have told you now, is just a pinprick of what else is happening.
Happy holidays? I didn't think so. Peace on earth? Chaos is what they cause!
Let us hope that the cult will be put on open display and let us pray for justice and righteousness.
an expert by experience