A tale of hope

As a child, I was always on my guard. I trusted no one and danger could come from any corner. At home it was unsafe. Men regularly came to rape me in my small bedroom, but above all, my grandfather or uncle often came to pick me up to take me to cult meetings and sex parties.
I learned to sacrifice animals and people, I learned to worship Satan and I learned to survive in almost every aspect of my life. I split and gained dozens of personality parts. Parts that were deeply hidden inside and held memories and parts that learned to bear daily life no matter what.

In the Netherlands and elsewhere

Does (satanic) ritual abuse really exist? An important question. Here are some sources of information on the Netherlands and elsewhere. You can also find some information about this at lichtsopsrm.com, ..... Source: Argos - investigative journalism by VARA/HUMAN with radio programmes/podcasts Netherlands ''Glass shards and dark rituals'' - Argos investigates satanic ritual abuse ''Sanne Terlingen on ritual abuse''. - How [...]

Disseminator of information

We are looking for people who, through their own relationships and social media channels, want to help raise awareness of the terrible reality of satanic ritual abuse. Of course, everyone is free to share anything we publish. But should you have a heart to engage in this consistently and mindfully, then [...]

Trauma counsellors

Friends of Esthers focuses on survivors of satanic ritual abuse who have developed dissociative identity disorder and in whom there is evidence of ongoing abuse. Permanent exit from the satanic cult is therefore not possible without intensive therapy and a process towards wholeness. Because of the split into personality parts (which are separated [...]

Host family (week or weekend, weekly or monthly)

We are looking for healthy families with older children (> than 12) who want to be host families for a survivor of satanic ritual abuse. We are also looking for families who want to host children to support parents struggling their way out of ritual abuse. Sufficient emotional maturity of their own and a living [...]

Network friends

A survivor of satanic ritual abuse still trapped in the cult network needs a strong group of people around him. People who can support practically and with prayer. This could include riding along from work to home, babysitting children, visiting on difficult nights and praying along on cult nights; [...]

The Prince of Peace and his opponent

If anyone knows anything about Satan and his kingdom, it is Jesus Christ. He dealt with him during His time on earth, directly and through people. A brief impression. Jesus' incarnation is immediately under pressure. Evil springs into action: in an attempt to bring Him into [...] after His birth.

Poppy

The poppy appears a lot on this website; as a kind of image bearer, because some of the characteristics of the poppy, we see in victims/ survivors of SRM: The poppy needs light (from God) and warmth (from people) to come alive after the cold period of winter (life in the cult). Poppies go [...]

The Network

I like to get moving on issues that matter. For instance, I helped establish Stichting Present Almere and served on the board of Compassion Netherlands. When I was asked to help Aline Terpstra find a support network for a survivor of SRM, I made another such move. [...]

No 3. Prayer letter around satanic ritual abuse

March 2022 Bible: Judges 6-8, 1 Samuel 14:6, 1 John 3:8 "The Son of God has just appeared to undo the devil's work." Song 'Before the throne of God above' The purpose of this prayer letter is to initiate a prayer movement in the Netherlands and abroad to free victims from [...]